does anybody else feel like a ghost in this place? i do, i'm intimidated by all the really social people.

and yeah, it's a silly question, because a ghost wouldn't want to even write a reply either.

i need more motivation and energy. i just got some tyrosine - maybe that will help. if not, maybe wellbutrin or something.

i'm in school again, for computer science and psychology. i hope i can fit in a studio art class sometime also. i need more practice.

my apartment is nearing simplification. when it gets there, i might be able to get out the paints without freaking out. i have so many things i want to paint!